Sunday, November 26, 2006
okie xmas'ss round the corner~
ho ho ho.



any kind souls wanna get this for my xmas gift!? lol.
creative headphones! hq-1700. n now its selling 2 for 100bucks.
or somebody get this with me!

*allthewantsandnottheneeds

derisory- at 8:52 AM

Friday, November 24, 2006

i feel like a husband caught red-handed by the wife while sleeping with the mistress..
why?
gulit, it will never leave.

i wished that i slept on forever..

derisory- at 12:45 PM

im having pms. pre-mense-swing
one moment i feel like going clubbing tonight
one moment i feel like doing my project the whole night
one moment i feel like doing nothing at all but to sleep
roars.
but now im running a temperature again..
thought ill be better after a night sleep..
and it came back! sheesh.
i feel cold now..
baahs. im gonns pop a pill snd nap for a while..

derisory- at 2:06 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEL!!
xD xD xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LING!
sorry.. just found out today.. x)
and i miss u!

The world's seven best wonders

A group of 10-year-olds in a school in the US were asked to list what they thought were the current seven wonders of the world. Although there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:

• Egypt's Great Pyramids
• The Taj Mahal
• The Grand Canyon
• The Panama Canal
• The Empire State Building
• St Peter's Basilica
• China's Great Wall

While gathering the vores, the teacher noted that one quiet student hadn't turned in her paper yet.

So she asked the girl if she was having trouble deciding.

The little girl replied,"Yes, a little. I couldn't make up my mind because there are so many."

The teacher said,"Well, tell us what you have and maybe we can help."

The girl hesitated, then read,"I think the seven wonders of the world are to see, to hear, to touch, to taste, to feel, to laugh and to love."

The room was quiet you could have hear a pin drop.

The simple and ordinary thing we overlook are truly wonderous, and the most precious things in life are not man-made.

-ripped of the new paper

and i ponder..

derisory- at 8:42 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

sitting in class listening to my friend's mp3..
i like the songs..
perhaps only at this point of time..
love psychedelico, muse, jewel, ami4, boomkat..
he has a unique taste.. =]
most of the songs ive not heard before..
oh wells.

tomorrow tomorrow..
what shall happen tomorrow..
hmmmm..

derisory- at 5:59 PM

if you’re always looking for reasons not to be with somebody…
you always find them.
And I guess, at some point, maybe you should…
let go and…
give your heart what it deserves.

-Lucas Scott

derisory- at 7:15 AM

Friday, November 17, 2006

wizard of oz,
i need some courage please.

derisory- at 12:15 PM

Do not look back and grieve over the past,
for it is gone;
and do not be troubled about the future,
for it has yet to come.
Live in the present,
and make it so beautiful that it will
be worth remembering.
-Ida Scott Taylor

i feel ironic..

derisory- at 4:16 AM

rode home just now..
sun rays shone on me..
its been ages since i felt such warm rays on me..
it dawned upon like rays of hope..
and thoughts raced through my mind at that surge of the moment..
just for that moment..
everything seems beautiful..
(and seemingly possible)
pray that tml's sun will be just as beautiful..
just let me drown in my own thoughts and rhythm..

oh no. my bro n dad's back =[

derisory- at 1:55 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FANNY LAO PO!
u might not see this.. but know dat i still remb (:

life's been busy n wreck so far..
with upcoming projs deadlines and tutorials piling up..
i might not blog as frequent..
plus the fact ive OTH season3 stack nicely at home.. its a no wonder why im not bloggin just as much.. xD

anw my phone ran completely outta batt now.
sheesh. lost contact with the world..
and tml im goin sentosa!
YEAH! i pray it'll be sunny~ and after which ive a secret mission.. followed by either im goin for HPT meetin.. or ron's hse to celebrate von's bdae.. haven talk to ron n val for a long time..
sday ill be at the national lib doing proj~
hopefully followed by coffeebreak n meetin up with ajm!
and so my wkends are planned.. heh. (x

p.s my dad's comin home tonight.. =( no more late nights out on weekends.. sometimes i wish he would go on long overseas biz trips~ but then again.. the house will turn upside down.. coz my mummy dearest is such a darling dat she gives us the freedom as long as daddy dun bug her..
oh wells. he's comin home )=
tonight.

derisory- at 11:55 PM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

make me beautiful
make me
perfect soul
perfect mind
perfect face
a perfect life..

[a perfect lie]

and im feeling feverish.. ):

derisory- at 5:26 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

i'm having the
pre-project-submission-blues..
i'm having the lotsa things to do feeling
but at the same time it seems as though i've nothing to do..
do you know what i'm talking about?!
hai..

derisory- at 7:00 PM

jewellicious says:
y do i see my name? lol
elusivehappiness. says:
hahahaa
elusivehappiness. says:
=D
elusivehappiness. says:
cos ure delicious
jewellicious says:
lol
jewellicious says:
serious?
jewellicious says:
hahaha
jewellicious says:
sweet
elusivehappiness. says:
hahaha well tts wat ur nick says
elusivehappiness. says:
lol
jewellicious says:
hahah~!
jewellicious says:
true~!
jewellicious says:
okiee!
jewellicious says:
so we're in pair now
jewellicious says:
lol
elusivehappiness. says:
hahhaa oh yes. hoho. ure my main source of food now
jewellicious says:
hahah
jewellicious says:
eat slowly kae~
jewellicious says:
there's only one me!
elusivehappiness. says:
hahahaa
elusivehappiness. says:
dun worrrrryy..
elusivehappiness. says:
im only done with half ur thighs now
elusivehappiness. says:
yum yum

cute. anw her nick's
elusivehappiness. -eating my jewell
(:

derisory- at 8:39 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

i believe friends are precious..
cherish all your friends..
because sometimes they're just so unpredictable and sweettttt~
thus, big shout out to all my friends..

i love and hate every single one of you! haha.
HUGGS.

p.s mel has sweet frens ;)

derisory- at 6:40 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

it is at night where all creepy crawlies comes out to haunt me..
this irritating female cockroach appeared outta nowhere when i was rushing my tutorial..
dont ask me why i know its female..
i just do..
hopefully the baygon i sprayed on it works..
if not i bet more will appear sooner or later o.0

derisory- at 11:16 PM

dear vala mistress..
u know how much i love u..
happy belated birthday!
and of coz to ur twin our havoc creator, mary aka jx.
happy belated birthday too!
(: (: (:
its time for class gathering once again!
somebody organize pls. lol.



Almost made you love me, almost made you cry, almost made you happy, didn't I didn't I?
You almost had me thinking you were turned around; but everybody knows almost doesn't count .

Almost heard you saying you were finally free. What was always missing for you, you'd found it in me.
But you can't get to heaven half off the ground; everybody knows almost doesn't count.

Gonna find me somebody not afraid to let go: want a no doubt be there kind of man you came real close.
But everytime you built me up you only let me down; and everybody knows almost doesn't count.

I can't keep on loving you one foot outside the door. I hear a funny hesitation of a heart that's never really sure.
Can't keep on trying if you're looking for more than all that I could give you, than what you came here for.

Maybe you'll be sorry, maybe you'll be cold maybe you'll come running back, from the cruel cruel world
Almost convince me you're gonna stick around, but everybody knows almost doesn't count.

So maybe I'll be here
Maybe I'll see you around
That's the way it goes
Almost doesn't count

-ripped this of rons blog.

its gonna be a long night..

derisory- at 4:25 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

17 signs of falling in love..

SEVENTEEN;

U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE
ALOT



SIXTEEN:

WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH
THEM
LATE AT NIGHT AND
THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS
THEM EVEN
WHEN IT WAS
JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.



FIFTEEN:

YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER
AND
OVER AGAIN.



FOURTEEN:

YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN
YOU'RE
WITH THEM



THIRTEEN:

YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER
YOU'RE/THEY'RE
AROUND.



ELEVEN:

WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM,
YOUR HEART
BEATS FASTER
AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME



TEN:

YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR
VOICE.



NINE:

WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T
SEE
THE OTHER
PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS
HIM//HER.



EIGHT:

YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW
SONGS,
WHILE THINKING
OF THEM



SEVEN:

THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.



SIX:

YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR
SCENT.



FIVE:

YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS
SMILING
TO
YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT
THEM.



FOUR:

YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR
THEM, OR
ANYTHING TO SEE
THEM.



THREE:

WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS
ONE
PERSON ON YOUR
MIND THE WHOLE TIME...



TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that
person,
you
didnt notice number twelve.



ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now
silentely
laughing at yourself.


haha.

i open the doors to people who torn me apart..
i close the doors to people who can fill me up..
what i want no longer matters anymore..
just do what is neccessary..
and let nature takes its course..


derisory- at 10:39 PM

reminds me of an obituary..
but those were the days..
(:

derisory- at 8:21 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

okie.
final straw.
changed my freaking bedsheets at 1am.
either that or off to the doc ill go..
its getting worse and now i cant stop scratching..
i feel so reddish polka dots..

went for project superstar just now..
please show your support for diya and ANSON GOH (M4)!!!!
so if anson gets in to the next round..
ill have a soon-to-be superstar sis's bf!
HAHS.
xD
so please dial what ever number that is needed to get him into the next round..
or sms M4 to the number shown during the programme =X
lol. show your support!

derisory- at 9:34 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

great.
next in line..
i wanna get bon jovi's albums..
all of it..
let's see..
starting from 1984 (im not even born yet!) all the way till 2005!
that will be like 11albums!
tell me i shouldnt feel the urge only to start buy cds when im like 19?!
hah/

derisory- at 10:35 PM

thanks to mab.
ive finished listening to most of paris's songs and watched her mtv..
and who every out there have her songs..
send them to me!!!

derisory- at 9:19 PM

ahhh..
im having a bad rash..
okie im not even sure whether its rash or not..
all i know is that it itch badly..
and im trying very hard not to scratch..
brr.
go away.

derisory- at 6:08 AM

Monday, November 06, 2006

"you think you know who you are, you've no idea.."

just realised the movie i watched halfway last week was an oscar winning award one..
lol.
CRASHED.
its nice.. catch it~

Several stories interweave during two days in Los Angeles involving a collection of inter-related characters, a police detective with a drugged out mother and a thieving younger brother, two car thieves who are constantly theorizing on society and race, the white district attorney and his irritated and pampered wife, a racist white veteran cop (caring for a sick father at home) who disgusts his more idealistic younger partner, a successful Hollywood director and his wife who must deal with the racist cop, a Persian-immigrant father who buys a gun to protect his shop, a Hispanic locksmith and his young daughter who is afraid of bullets, and more.

derisory- at 8:54 AM

i MISS SERENA! ):

group discussion on msn is disasterous..
yet red beans on ice cream taste the best ever (:



i cant get past myself
i cant get past the barrier i put up for myself over the years
vulnability i dont want to show
running away doesnt solve the problem
i have a problem
and my problem is that i dont want to face the problem i have put up for myself..
jew, ure hopeless.


derisory- at 5:44 AM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

so much for trying to blog less..
im like blogging more then one entry every single day..
>.<

ive been such a klutz lately.. injured my leg without knowing.. baahs.





its coming back to haunt me..
never realized how funny it seems when what i said,
someone said it back to me exactly..
and the time span between the two events so close..
a storm seems to be brewing..
and i dont have a good feeling about that..

hm told me she read this off a novel..
sometimes when you think that you like the person and dont really care about the person actually you love him/her..
sometimes when you think you love a person alot but actually its not so..

derisory- at 6:45 PM

Peace I leave with you;
My peace I give you.
I do not give to you
As the world gives.
Do not let your hearts be troubled
And do not be afraid.
John 14:27

derisory- at 11:07 AM

its only the 4th week of school..
and im already like a panda..
can you imagine my common test week?!
kind souls out there please buy me loads of coffee and red bulls!
plus chatting with me on the phone and forcing me to study will be a pretty good idea too.
did i mention this time all my papers are all together in a week? so it probably means ill go without sleep for a week?
projects tutorials..
my school workload is very important to me now..
i really dont want to get myself retain for another half a year just because i fail one module..
so stupid.
therefore,
mugg jew mugg.

jew's really gonna turn into NERD this time..
no more work to keep me tied down..
only my precious team and school work (:

NERD JEW. o.o

oh oh. if ure usin blogger, the dates shows the month first followed by the day? soooo.. for nov fifth.. it will be 11/05/06 which if we look at it as date first followed by month.. it will be my birthday!
sighs.. alright im just tired tryin to keep myself awake.. o.0

the foolish games people play

derisory- at 10:15 AM

canon in d's ringing in my head..

derisory- at 2:07 AM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

went vivo with her.
had a wonderful time.
caught a movie.
and im tired to think now.
good night world, smiles to bed.

derisory- at 1:59 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

went grocery shoppin with mummy just now..
there was a book sale n i bought a book!
haha. HAPPY =]
its call the society of others.
seemingly captures my attention to buy it..
(: (: (:
books make me happy!
i wish to own a book store one day..
so i can just immerse myself in the never ending stories..
particularly books with happy endings. (:

derisory- at 11:29 PM

okie jew shall be nice.
i have tutorialSss to complete.
projectSs to submit.
basketball to manage.
thx god ive no job.
i have to find time to learn driving.
and i have to plan for my WHOLE FAMILY trip to states.
well..
for a start perhaps i should blog less and spend more useful time online researching and planning..
so, guess ill be appearing less often now (:

derisory- at 9:14 PM

I WANNA READ A SHERLOCK HOMES BOOK!
WHO HAS IT?!
HAND IT OVER!

okie. lets see.
im headin to vivo tml.
i need to do proj tml.
ive a date tml.
im feeling the butterfiles.
hah.

oh and i hope i meet up with vette n ajm tml too.
(:

derisory- at 3:37 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

never once have i blogged truly bout what i think and what i feel..
i always try to hide them..
it doesnt feel good to hide things..
but refusing to show the vulnerable sides doesnt make me any stronger..
i have a lot of questions
but im still searching for the answers..
are you going to be the one to unlock all the answers for me..?
only time will tell..

derisory- at 9:44 PM

how do u get love?
how do u return love?
how do u know when love's love?

sighs.
tell me what more can i do..
ure so not gettin it..
im reachin the limit..
soon


oh btw. did i mention?
sharon rocks jew stones. xD

derisory- at 8:25 AM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

lies lies lies
somehow in the end they'll just get back at you..

Pathological Liar:


A pathological liar is usually defined as someone who lies incessantly to get their way and does so with little awareness. Pathological lying is often viewed as coping mechanism developed in early childhood and it is often associated with some other type of mental health disorder. A pathological liar is often goal-oriented (i.e., focused - tells lies to get his/her way). Pathological liars have little regard or respect for the rights and feelings of others. A pathological liar often comes across as being manipulative and cunning.


Compulsive Liar:


A compulsive liar is defined as someone who lies out of habit. Lying is their normal and reflexive way of responding to questions. Compulsive liars bend the truth about everything, large and small. For a compulsive liar, telling the truth is very awkward and uncomfortable, while lying feels right. Compulsive lying is usually thought to develop in early childhood, due to being placed in an environment where lying was necessary and routine. For the most part, compulsive liars are not overly manipulative and cunning, rather they simply lie out of habit - an automatic response that is hard to break and one that takes its toll on a relationship.


why do we lie?
why do i lie?

derisory- at 7:40 AM